Monday, December 27, 2010

2010

在2010年里...
我做了些什么???

回想起上半年发生过的事。。。
历历在目。。。
就好像昨天才发生的。。。
印象深刻的就是Pan Pacific training的那一段日子。。。
鬼屋般的宿舍,壁虎凉茶,面摊安娣,飞机起飞的声音,机场报告的声音。。。
都好像昨天才发生的。。。
还有难忘的同事。。。
最难得的是,我自己都不会跑去看的F1赛车比赛。。。
那跑车声,还在我脑海里。。。

回想这一切。。。
好像才刚发生不久的一切。。。
但2010年就快结束了。。。
忙碌的2010年。。。
在我学生生涯的同时也踏入了社会大学。。。
不知不觉,月入两千的学生生涯也快告一段落了。。。
原来不知不觉我也挨过了快三个月了。。。
觉得自己长大了不少,老了不少。。。
身体也垮了。。。
月入两千的学生生活,有谁会明白呢?
还有那想家归不得的心情,又有谁会懂啊?

今年算是有意义的过了。。。
希望明年会是更好的一年。。。
祝大家,Happy New Year~~

Saturday, December 25, 2010

圣诞节快乐。。。

如果你问我快乐吗?
我会说,不快乐。。。
因为我需要私人时间。。。
做工,功课,上课。。。
我什么时间都没有了。。。
我只想要私人时间。。。
在今年还没完之前,我要唱K。。。
很久没有唱了。。。
而且工作常常有烦恼。。。
没有快乐过。。。
很想知道有什么工作是没有烦恼的。。。

这个圣诞给我最大的礼物就是Upsell。。。
这个月的Top Upsell就是我啦。。。
哈哈哈。。。
开玩笑,这个月还没完都不知道鹿死谁手。。。
到今天为止。。。
我已经有13个Upsell,3个walk in了。。。
希望还有更多的Upsell。。。

Saturday, December 18, 2010

我不懂现在我自己是想要怎样...
我很乱...
我很内疚...
我觉得因为是我的错而搞到其他人也陪我受罪...
我不知道明天怎么面对他们...
我的错已经无法挽救了...
我好想逃...
我完全没有办法工作...
我已经没办法继续在这间酒店里生存了...
我希望时间停留在现在...
不会到明天...
因为我不知道该怎么面对...
我也不想搞成这样的...

Monday, December 13, 2010

GSA?

GSA?
I asking myself...
Is this position really suitable for me...
No longer, not anymore...
I did not regret on working here...
I'm regret on why I enter this department...
Sometimes feel like I'm in the wrong department...
I shouldn't choose here...
Now, I'm thinking of transfer...
Would it be too late?
I'm wondering would the other department will take me???
I'm not as famous as you...
In my department, the people who see my work, appreciate my work...
Only the 3 persons... and the only 3... and always the 3...
Out from this department, no one will know me...
But you are different...
People know your name...
People know you...
I'm just a small peanut in this hotel...
No one see me, no one know me...
Make yourself shine is not easy...
Not easy to shine in your own department...
But even harder to shine out of this department...
I just felt I wanna leave here at this moment...
Cause I'm just a zombie at this moment...
Working without spirit... Without smile...

Saturday, December 11, 2010

忙忙碌碌

忙碌的生活究竟是为了什么?
不喜欢这样的生活...
虽然,我有收入...
月入两千的学生生活...
你又能了解吗?
不喜欢这样没自己的生活...
挨多一个月吧...
难挨的日子中会过的...
每天和自己这样说...
但是到最后...
还不是这回事呢...
我会妒忌同学们可以出去玩乐....
我的娱乐时间都没了...
也希望可以睡到自然醒...
这个能力,我也没了...
很多想要的东西都没了...
只希望剩下的一个月...
可以轻轻松松的过...
不想再忙忙碌碌了...

现在在想...
我几时应该去macau工作呢???
想了想,觉得应该拿study leave。。。
然后从UK回来可以先做着。。。
再慢慢找工作。。。
还不知道应不应该这样。。。
毕竟辛苦了那么久,就当作UK回来的那段时间是假期吧。。。
但是假期对我来说又不是很重要。。。
真烦。。。
好了。。。
今天就到这里。。。
去做工咯。。。

Thursday, December 09, 2010

First Class

Give a first class to myself...
Get compliments as the best presentation of the day on both presentations...
My marketing plan...
At first i was thinking that my marketing plan was done badly...
Or i would say, not good enough...
I never ever expect that she will told me that this is good enough for 1 person effort...
I am so happy and she say she can't give any comment for me as it was done well...
AHHH~~~ Die happily...
OK...
Next presentation...
Our business plan...
Comment from the lecturer...
The group that is most serious for today...
Everything is done professionally...
Overall is GOOD~~~
Again...
My day was made up with all these compliments...
Thanks god that my work did not affect my performance in assignments...

There is still no "relax" this word in my dictionary...
Have to work night shift tonight...
I know it is damn tired...
However, i need to...
Earn for living is not as easy as i think at beginning...
My life now only left tired...
However, i still need to be happy for today as today is a long day which extend till 2moro 7am...

Thursday, November 25, 2010

倒数

每天都在倒数...
上课就倒数几点放学...
做工就倒数几点放工...
而最大的倒数,还是去英国的日子...
还有170天...
一天一天的,越来越靠近了...
这才是我倒数的真正目标。。。

这几天工作的我很累。。。
跟这些人工作,还真的迟早死掉。。。
如果要来做工,请你有责任感一点。。。
把剩下的工作丢下,下一个shift的就会帮你做吗?
幸好,只有4天,不然我应该死在counter了。。。
我也不想每天做工作到我的屎样都出来的,只是想要开开心心做工。。。
但是就是不行。。。
对不起,就是beh sai。。。
现在只想别再和他们做工了。。。
我会吐血死掉。。。

Saturday, November 13, 2010

I felt i have been recognize...

First time i felt my hard work is being recognize...
Two DM are praising me at the back...
Even though just a kind of "you did a good job" praising...
But yet... I still feel being recognize...

Tuesday, November 09, 2010

Piss OFF

I'm so piss off today...
Just because of I'm not bitchy enough...
You know what???
I can't imagine that the word was come out from her...
Even it is done under my password, so what?
I'm not the one who using the password at that moment...
I dont think even the person who using my password know how to undo it...
Damn funny right?
Is the system playing with me???
Who knows...

Today an even more bitchy thing happen...
First time experience 116% occupancy...
That is overbook too much...
And I think it is make us suffering...
The most bitchy thing is the guy from JWM bring a guest over because there was full as well...
Ass hole him...
Even came behind the counter and find the room...
I can not change the room for him and he is so damn angry...
Don't he think that I'm angry too???
I'm frustrated too!!!
I got no rooms for the guest anymore and yet...
I still need to find a room although no more rooms are available...
I can foresee tomorrow will be so chi gek even is on afternoon...

Sunday, November 07, 2010

Today

Finally... I know how to do check out for guest...
Yesterday was my first day doing check out...
It is not too hard...
However, when comes to money...
There is always trouble incurred...
I keep remind myself to be careful...
Well, it is still something happened...
I keep thinking...
Did I drop my money???
Did I count properly???
Did I???
I felt that was not my wrong because I'm not the one and only who using my password...
So...
Start from today...
I will not allow anyone to use my password...
I will change my password whenever I like...
If me myself is the one who did mistake, I will know that is me the one who careless...
I can't blame anyone...

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Finally a long break... However, will it be safe???

The long break that I'm expecting was coming near...
However, I worry of the safety issue...
Will it be safe over there???
I'm just think that, if I'm gonna die, even I just walk on the street, I will die just a sudden...
I just not worry about die, but thinking of my family, friends and others who care me...
They might be sad...
I hope I still be able to come back Malaysia as I not going to die so soon...
The god did not torture me long enough...
Expecting this long break but it was not at the right time...

My work is smoother day to day...
I'm so useful...
However, I'm still doesn't know everything 100%...
Just the thing is I dare to check out guest right now...
Learn a bit about the posting and billing today...
I will be able to do better...

There are several things I'm still concerning...
Should I transfer to Butler? Should I go to UK? Should I go to Indonesia even it is dangerous?
Should I, Should I...

Monday, October 25, 2010

Mistake

I was wondering myself whether im scared of making a mistake or i scare to trouble people after i made a mistake...
This is my fourth week working in F/O yet, I still did not do any check out...
I know how to charge credit card, but I don't know how to check posting...
That's make me no confident to check out a guest...
I don't like the others which dare to do, dare to make mistake and at the end bringing a lot of inconvenience to the others...
Is me the one who have problem because I don't know? Not dare? Or don't want to do it?
I still got no answer for it...
I always want to get people to teach me...
Some how, the one who is able to teach me have no time to teach me...
Maybe I should just make the mistakes so I can learn from it...

I don't know how long I will be able to stay at there...
I know at least I have to last until end of May...
But now i tried F/O and I know that this route was not the one that I'm looking for...
Maybe F&B and HSK more suitable for me...
Although I might not so happy with my work but I'm happy with the working environment that I'm having now...

Sunday, October 24, 2010

UK... LJMU... should I?

Attended the LJMU talk few days ago...
I'm still thinking whether should I go for it???
If I have the money, why not???
Unfortunately, I don't have...
That's what I'm wondering for...
Should I take loan???
I not wish to take loan because I don't wish to pay all my debts badly after graduate...
Should I borrow money from my relatives???
I'm worry that they do not have such big amount of money...
Now I'm working for two thousand per month...
How much salary increase I might get after I get my degree???
I don't think there is any...
By the way, I wish to go just to explore what is all about outside of the world...
I might never ever have the chance to go to UK just like this...
You know what? Asian are much more respect that those who graduate from oversea...
I think it was another reason which entice me to go for it...

Second thing that I'm thinking of is whether should I join management trainee of Ritz or not...
You know what? I what to get the promotion but however, I do not wish to tie with the contract for 18 months...
Because I can't guarantee I can stay in the same hotel for 18 months...
18 months might sound like not too long...
But you will never know what happen within the period...
I hope i can go according to my currently plan which is able to go to UK...
So I can have a break after working 8 months in Ritz...
I hope I really able to work there for at least... the 8 months...
I hope everybody still working there before I left...
The environment is sucks when they are not there...
I can't imagine how the situation will be when they left...
No more laugh... No more jokes... Stress...
I don't wish this is coming...

Thursday, October 21, 2010

Finally I got an so call off day...

Today is my off day...
Which i should enjoy it...
However, I got full classes on thursday...
Luckily today manage to end the LJMU talk early...
I'm able to take a rest only start my homework...
The 5 case study...
Now i just wish to relax, take a good rest & do whatever I want...

However, annoying when he come and ask me about the things that i hate to explain...
Even though i know that the whole course know about it...
But i still wish not to ask me directly, just pretend dont know...
Because i dont want to explain...
This is what i dont want to listen anymore...
So dont mention it again...
I hope this story is officially end...

It is so comfortable to lay on my bed and typing a blog post like this...
Hope the time stop on today...
Let me have a longer off day...

Thursday, September 30, 2010

对或错的选择?

我真的不知道这次的选择是对还是错。。。
今天,酒店终于打电话来了。。。
所请我了。。。
明天要去见Director了。。。
开心的同时,也百感交集。。。
不知道是不是对的选择。。。
虽然有人肯请我是开心的事。。。
但是另一方面又担心会影响功课。。。
怎么办呢??
可能一开始就高估自己的能力了。。。
所以现在后悔莫及。。。
无论如何。。。
自己选择的路,跪着也要走完。。。

明天是个很重要的日子。。。
因为成绩出炉了。。。
真的是不知不觉。。。
希望除了A和B和C+,其他东西不会有咯。。。
保佑我。。。

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

吃喝玩乐 4

今天介绍大家来到一间fusion餐厅。。。
fusion是什么??
就是合并式的料理了。。。
今天来到的是西日合并料理。。。
PASTA ZANMAI


































先喝杯绿茶吧。。。

第一道菜肴就是hotate pizza。。。
就是scallop pizza啦。。。
第一次听到用scallop作为pizza topping吧。。。
那美奶滋,真是的。。。
让人忍不住的那美味。。。





















接下来就是鳗鱼omelet炒饭啦。。。
炒饭有点焦味,所以有点苦了。。。
omelet弄得不错。。。
鳗鱼也不错。。。
只是炒饭出了些问题。。。















接下来的。。。
其实不知道是什么名字。。。
酱汁有点像美奶滋。。。
比较creamy的。。。
配上蟹肉pasta。。。
味道很特别哦。。。
















这道吸引我的是那颗。。。
温泉蛋。。。
这道是温泉蛋teriyaki chicken pasta。。。
整碗就是一个字。。。
好吃。。。
鸡肉熟的刚刚好。。。
不会太老。。。
很柔滑。。。















再来是甜品啦。。。
matcha parfait。。。
绿茶雪糕,底层还有corn flakes和green tea jelly。。。
特别的搭配。。。
但是有点大杯。。。
所以和朋友share吃了。。。




















竟然有个傻婆用筷子吃雪糕。。。
XD



















接下来是在shojikiya买的糖果。。。
jelly beans。。。
很好吃。。。
大概是RM5.99。。。
















Monday, September 13, 2010

吃喝玩乐 3

今天也是带大家来吃甜品。。。
发现本人最近都在吃甜品。。。
怎么办??
肥死我了。。。
哈哈。。。
没关系,吃了才算。。。

今天带大家来到的是巴生其中一间冻品店。。。
叫lucky jelly。。。
新开的。。。














这就是menu啦。。。
长方形的,设计不错。。。

为大家介绍的第一道甜品。。。
双料冻品汤@RM6.50。。。
我朋友叫的料是红豆+绿豆。。。
这是搅拌前。。。














这是搅拌后。。。














其实这个甜品是一滴水也没有的。。。
透明的那个是寒天。。。
要知道寒天是什么请看这里。。。
寒天其实是无色无味的。。。
只是有QQ的嚼劲。。。
整个甜品只有红豆和绿豆的甜味。。。
不甜不腻。。。
好吃。。。

这杯是百香水果茶@RM9.50



















比较喜欢酸饮的朋友可以试试。。。
百香果酸酸的味道,不会太酸,再加上柑桔和柠檬。。。
而且没有甜味。。。
应该是没加糖吧。。。
还有果冻和寒天。。。
有口感+好喝的一杯饮料。。。

一下就是他们的卡片啦。。。
因为刚才google一下,没有他们的资料。。。
所以就拍下来给大家看看了。。。


Saturday, September 11, 2010

吃喝玩乐 2

今天为大家介绍的就是豆浆油条啦...
大家可以在老油鬼鬼找到以下食品哦。。。
包括:
豆腐花@RM3.20















豆浆油条@RM3.90















远远就嗅到它那豆浆香味了。。。
而且这间店出名到有很多间分店了。。。
豆浆喝起来不甜不腻。。。
油条香脆可口。。。
那油条混豆浆吃更是好吃。。。
而豆腐花很香。。。
可是个人觉得比豆浆逊色了点。。。
大家如果有经过可以尝尝哦。。。
想知道在哪里可以吃到?
等入以下网址就可以啦。。。

website: http://www.iloveyoo.com.my/

Monday, September 06, 2010

Dear MOM

A touching song from SNSD...
Was about to cry when listening although not fully understand the song...


here’s the lyrics:

Romanized:
SeoHyun: Oneureun waenji himdeulgo jichyeo
Begaereul kkeureo aneun chae honja bangane nama
Jessica: Jeonhwagil majijakgeorineun naui maeumi
Wenji oneul ttara weroungeojyo

Sunny: Gapjagi ullin jeonhwae nolla
Bap meogeotneunji geokjeonghaneun eomma moksoriga
Taeyeon: Kwichanhge deullyeotdeon geu mari oneureun tareungeol
Itgo isseotdeon yagsokdeuri tteoollayo

All: Maeumi yeppeun sarami dwelkeyo
Nameul meonji saenggakhaneun saram dwelkeyo
Tiffany: Eommaui sarangui baraemdeureul jikyeogalkeyo
Yoona: Nawa kkumeul hamkke nanudeon
Jessica: Nae meoreun bitgyeojudeon eommaga saenggakna

Yuri: Ttaereon jalmotdwen seontaekdeullo apahaetjiman
amu mal eobshi dwieseo jikyeobwa jusyeotjyo
Tiffany: Seotulgo eorin aijiman ijen al geot gatayo
eommaui joyonghan gidoui uimireul

All: Maeumi yeppeun sarami dwelkeyo
Nameul meonji saenggakhaneun saram dwelkeyo
TaeYeon: Eommaui sarangui baraemdeureul jikyeogalkeyo
HyoHyeon: Nawa kkumeul hamkke nanudeon
Sunny:Nae meoreun bitgyeojudeon eommaga saenggakna

Jessica: Eotteokhajyo ajik jageun nae mami
SeoHyun: Eommaui soneul noheumyeon honja jarhal su isseulji
TaeYeon:Ajik bujokhan geot gata nan duryeoun geolyo

All: Jihyeroun eommaui ttal dwelkeyo (TaeYeon:naege yonggireul jwoyo)
Eodilgado jarangseureon ttari dwelkeyo (Tiffany: You’ve bben there for me)
Jessica: Eommaui sarangui baraemdeureul jikyeo galkeyo
SooYoung: Haneobshi boyeojun sarangmankeum
TaeYeon: ttaseuhan mameul gajilkeyo
Tiffany: Sujubeo jaju pyohyeon mothaejyo

Eomma jeongmallo saranghaeyo

Credits: HeeWish

English:
I’m feeling tired today
Left alone in the room hugging a pillow
Touching my phone distracted my mind
It’s lonely to eat tonight

Suddenly, i was frightened by the ringing phone
my mom’s worried voice asked if i’ve eaten
these words annoyed me but today it’s different
The forgotten promises are remembered

I will be a person with pretty heart
And become a person who is selfless
I’ll keep the love of my mother’s wishes
I think of mother who used to share my dreams and brush my hair

Though I’ve made hurtful wrong choices
You silently watched over me from behind
But now I think more than an innocent child
The meaning of mom’s silent prayers

I will be a person with pretty heart
And become a person who is selfless
I’ll keep the love of my mother’s wishes
I think of mother who used to share my dreams and brush my hair

What will i do, yet my heart is small
Can I do better without holding mother’s hand

I’m afraid that it will still lack
I’ll be a wise daughter of my mom (Give me the courage)
I will be a proud daughter no matter where I go (You’ve been there for me)
I’ll keep the love of my mother’s wishes
I’ll show endless love
I’ll have a warm heart
I’m shy to express to mom

That I really love my mom

credits: HeeWish

Korean:
서현: 오늘은 왠지 힘들고 지쳐
베개를 끌어안은 채 혼자 방안에 남아
제시카: 전화길 만지작거리는 나의 마음이
웬지 오늘따라 외로운거죠

써니: 갑자기 울린 전화에 놀라
밥 먹었는지 걱정하는 엄마 목소리가
태연: 귀찮게 들렸던 그 말이 오늘은 다른걸
잊고 있었던 약속들이 떠올라요

All: 마음이 예쁜 사람이 될게요
남을 먼저 생각하는 사람 될게요
티파니: 엄마의 사랑의 바램들을 지켜갈게요
윤아: 나와 꿈을 함께 나누던
제시카: 내 머릴 빗겨주던 엄마가 생각나

유리: 때론 잘못된 선택들로 아파했지만
아무 말 없이 뒤에서 지켜봐 주셨죠
티파니: 서툴고 어린 아이지만 이젠 알 것 같아요
엄마의 조용한 기도의 의미를

All: 마음이 예쁜 사람이 될게요
남을 먼저 생각하는 사람 될게요
태연: 엄마의 사랑의 바램들을 지켜갈게요
효연: 나와 꿈을 함께 나누던
써니: 내 머리를 빗겨주던 엄마가 생각나

제시카: 어떡하죠 아직 작은 내 맘이
서현: 엄마의 손을 놓으면 혼자 잘할 수 있을지
태연: 아직 부족한 것 같아 난 두려운 걸요

All: 지혜로운 엄마의 딸 될게요 (태연: 나에게 용기를 줘요)
어딜가도 자랑스런 딸이 될게요 (티파니: You’ve been there for me)
제시카: 엄마의 사랑의 바램들을 지켜갈게요
수영: 한없이 보여준 사랑만큼
태연: 따스한 맘을 가질게요
티파니: 수줍어 자주 표현 못했죠

서현: 엄마 정말로 사랑해요

一心素






























应该很多人好奇我在那里工作。。。
这就是我工作的地方。。。
一心素。。。
没什么好介绍的。。。
纯粹给大家看照片。。。
哈哈哈。。。




















久的centerpiece




















新的centerpiece
美不??

Thursday, August 19, 2010

吃喝玩乐 1

想在自己的部落格开个个人节目,所以就有了这吃喝玩乐啦...
在这节目里会带大家去吃好吃的...
好玩的,应该很少吧,我都是比较喜欢吃...





今天第一集有一点点失败...
失败在于忘了拍食物还没让我动过的照片...





但是拍了餐后证据证明还是不错的...
哈哈哈...

好了,进入主题。。。
今天介绍的是泰国餐。。。








Rain Nudle House @ Pavilion

环境不错。。。
而且价钱也还好。。。

先来道开胃菜吧。。。
(以下图案是网上找的)












Mango Salad
青芒果丝 + 辣椒 + 葱 + 虾米
味道酸酸辣辣,是一道满不错的开胃菜。。。
我最喜欢的味道是一口里参杂了那四样食材。。。
绝对有泰国餐的感觉。。。

接下来是主食。。。
(以下图案是网上找的)














Pad Thai @ RM15.50
如果不知道Pad Thai是什么,就google一下吧。。。
哈哈哈。。。
我只能做比较表面的解释。。。
Pad Thai的面条是好像果条但是口感完全不同。。。
是用米做的。。。
Pad Thai通常是用那个面炒鸡蛋,虾和鱼露。。。
上菜时还会摆上花生,辣椒,豆芽和青柠。。。
这里的还算不错。。。

第三样是thai laksa with green curry chicken @ RM16.50。。。



















哈哈哈。。。
Show大家空盘因为吃完了。。。
而且网上找不到照片。。。
跟大家说大家的口感吧。。。
它的面是蛮Q的。。。
青咖喱就比较creamy不会很辣。。。

最后一样就是甜品啦。。。



















Red ruby in coconut cream with chestnut and jackfruit @ RM8.50
比较普通的一道甜品。。。
不会很浓的椰酱味。。。
但是没有很出色啦。。。

所以比较推荐大家吃Pad Thai。。。
因为我个人还蛮喜欢吃的。。。

过后就去吃冰啦。。。
在十号胡同吃的。。。
特别推荐。。。
Ice Room 的绵绵冰。。。
之前在Training的时候去过Nilai的那间店面吃过了。。。
是真的很好吃。。。
没想到会在那里找到的。。。



















抹茶冰
很重抹茶味的冰。。。
而且冰很碎,可以用一条一条来形容。。。
是很细的冰。。。




















不记得名字的冰 (哈哈)
很像cendol味道的冰但是有一些番薯和芋头在旁边。。。
但是芋头不是很好吃。。。
太粉了。。。
不过冰的味道不错。。。

请守候下一集的吃喝玩乐吧!
有任何要我改进的地方记得留言哦~~


website: http://www.seacuisine.com.my/cms/restaurant.aspx?rid=18

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

外面的世界



如果你说你不满意自己所拥有的世界。。。
那就去外面闯闯吧。。。
外面的世界的却很精彩。。。
同时也是很无奈的。。。
当你在外面的世界受伤。。。
总会有个地方让你回去疗伤。。。
那就是“家”。。。
“家”,那扇门,永远为你打开。。。
可以在家无所事事,不会有任何烦恼。。。
但是往往有些人却忘了家这个地方。。。
在外面的世界太久了,被污染了,被影响了。。。
想着每天如何尔虞我诈,为求在外面的世界生存。。。
很多人已经忘了,刚来到这世界的时候,什么也没有的。。。
但是很多人却忽略了,其实人来的这个世界上,第一样拥有的东西就是亲人和家。。。

Friday, August 06, 2010

Amuse, Amaze, Ablast

Finally, the tiring event was come to the end...
Thanks to all the person who support our event...
we zest your charity spirit...
Thanks to all the junior to help out in our event...
You are the best, I'm proud of you all...
Words for DHT2 and AHT1...
Organize a blasting event next year ya...
Hate the God because you rain on the second day event...:(
Spoil the event...
Thanks to the three handsome artist that i invite over...
Im so happy that the artists are pulling the crowd over...
Glad that the event was not cold when having them...
I have so much experience of escorting artist and i cant believe that artist can be so friendly to you...
I kill a lot of my cells too when there are so many obstacles occur during event...
I think im older now in physically bcoz i kill my cells too much...
I got panda eyes after the event...
I hope this is my last event in my life...
Erm... ok... maybe not as a president anymore...
You might think president is so easy to be...
However, it is not so easy as you think bcoz when your committees did something wrong you have to bear the mistakes...
Im stress enough...
I want a holiday...
I want to escape the town for fresh air...
I want to go back hometown to see my mom...
I want to go shopping...

Sunday, August 01, 2010

我只是바보



其实我只是个傻瓜,什么都不会的傻瓜。。。
因为我对所有的事情都很累。。。
尤其是人际关系。。。
为什么人与人之间就是要怎么复杂?
不可以简单化吗?
为什么要爱又要恨?
难道不能只有一个选择吗?
我是人际关系白痴。。。
因为我怎么学都不会。。。

P.S:我只想把event搞好,成功我就开心了。

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

How to rebuild your reputation and image?

We learn a lot of theories to rebuild or gain a corporate or brand image...
But did the theories able to apply to a human who have bad reputation and spoiled image?
Did the theories able to apply to the situation?
You will find out that the theories are bullshit when you apply into it...
It is because you will find out that it is so difficult if your image has been damage...
My image spoiled, i though it is spoiled because they are not agree to my way of doing things...
Now i realize that I'm wrong...or maybe it's not 100% correct...
My image spoiled because of someone talking about me with adding salt and vinegar...
Is it people like to exaggerate something?
It was a misunderstanding...
I don't know why they want to make it as a big deal...
I don't mind to be boycotted as long as the reason is reasonable...
If you told me you don't like me because the way i talk, the way i work, I can accept...
But this is ridiculous...
I hope people please be fair to me...
Please judge me by your own opinion not words from other people mouth...

Friday, July 16, 2010

Memories & REJECTED

This Wednesday was my wonderful ever day...
Saw my Ah ma (Chitra) and my Jie Jie (Sharon), get a warm hug from them...
Saw everybody that I missed badly during my internship...
I started to miss my internship, I have a wonderful time over there...
I just can't deny that I miss them badly...
I hope I can just stop my time in Pan Pacific at least it won't be as suffer as now...
I wonder will I won't get nightmare if I ask everybody don't choose me as president???
The wonderful Palmz cosy atmosphere allow me to relax, I like the bar stool so much...
Can I just get 1 if i got a house in future??? I just can't resist when I saw a bar stool...
I have a nice iced Mocha although I order latte... ><
However, The Cod Fish was superb...



They say I'm kembang sikit... OK, not sikit but banyak....
hahahahahaha....
I really miss the casual Pan Pac office...
The laughter I left there...
The praises which I did not heard it long time ago...
They see what I did, they praise what I does...

When having my relaxing mind in Palmz, I get reject sponsors from ayambrand and Pokka...
What else is worst than like this??? However, I dont have feeling and continue to enjoy my Iced Mocha...
Do you think the word reject end just like this since i get uncountable reject from other sponsor in this week...

Follow up my last 2 hope of booth rental today...
Guess what answer I get???
Same word, REJECT...
I think I will hate REJECT shop too because it is just too over and I have a little bit too much on it...

I don't need bad news to make my night sweeter...
Please just keep your mouth shut if you have bad news this week...
I don't want to hear it anymore...
I hope no more, I get enough...

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

No feeling

First time got no feeling when get bomb by the black lady...
First time got no feeling when i did badly in my CC & TC mid term...
Got totally no feeling when saw the low marks...
First time gonna make good for my mid term...
All sad things come together, however, I got no feeling...

Lost our event main sponsors for TWO times...
Get a lot of reject today when call for follow up sponsors...
Not much sponsors get for our event...
My confident for this even is flow out like waterfall...
The worst feeling I ever had which is I got no feeling...

Please let me cry, but no tears...
Please let me laugh, but without any sound or even without my mouth opened...
Is this the feeling which even worst than die???
I wondering...
I hope I can just sleep and awake when I finish my advanced diploma...

Sorry but seriously...
Don't have good feeling at all towards our event...
I'm so childish and innocent to think that I can handle these 44 person...
I'm over confident on myself at the beginning and now I'm getting hurt...
This work is so called 吃力不讨好...
Pay so much effort to exchange with criticism from the black lady and the members...
Nobody understand my situation...
Keep feeling bad and bad in my studies...
I got fail for all my mid term although I have only 3 subjects...
I'm so disappointed to myself...
I feel sorry to my mom if I fail any subject in final...
I hope I won't...
At least no repeat...
However, I wish I don't have resit too...
Please let me just go through smoothly...
I don't aim high now...
I just want a pass...







































Yes! I hope they won't fight back...
When I bite their head...

And I hope I could doing this right now...
































P.S. : I gotta feeling, that tonight won't be a good night...

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Unmotivated

Yesterday night Audrey just suddenly drop by my MSN to say Hi...
but we chat more than just a hi, Im asking about her job and she telling about how the Westin bitch does...
Ok, the bitch is not important, the important thing is I realize people thinking was always the one who affect people in every aspect, physically, psychologically.

You might felt motivated and want to prove you are the best after some bitches do something to make you down...
But not always worked that way...
You might felt tired of fighting, unmotivated and defeat by those bitches...

I promise that I'm trying hard to protect all my members...
However, now I'm out of energy to protect them...
Instead of fight back, I let the black lady to boom me without fighting back...
I'm tired...
Because I'm unmotivated now...
I still thinking to motivate the members with the failed brilliant idea...
However, I fail to implement it...
Now I'm feel I'm unmotivated while i still try hard to motivate others...
Sorry to say that I give up in everything about this psychologically...
Because I really don't care about it anymore...
However, I felt this is not me...

I really shouldn't wear this big hat since I really don't have a big head...
Now this hat cover my face, I can't see anything in front, cause me fall into accident...
Which hurt me so much...
I'm in an accident...



















我的心真的受伤了。。。

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Culture

Many people may not see culture as a big thing...
However, culture was just a so big influence in our life...
When you are forced to work with people with different culture, you will know that is so difficult...
I really can't work with them, I swear I tried...
And now, I'm tired to tried...
We are just so different...
We have different way of talking and thinking and even, style of working...
I'm not satisfy you and you are not able to work with me...

I admit i have problem as well...
I did not pay 100% effort in it...
Because I'm fed up...

I'm straight in everything, especially when talking...
I don't like to turn around only reach the main point...
I hope this is my only problem...
Felt myself just so bad...

Wednesday, June 09, 2010

I'm not a good leader...

Today, I'm thinking did I really do the right thing?
I felt that I did not solve the problem properly, or I should say I do not know how to solve.
I felt people viewing me in a different way already.
Now I can't even believe myself compare to others.
What I'm doing now?
This question was come towards me today every second.
I did not lost faith on you but on myself only.
Maybe I'm just not suitable.
Thinking of exchange position.
I was like running away from the problem but I need a break and clear mind to decide.
I just hate myself why I want to take this position.
Thinking of disappear for a few days.
Just want back my normal life.
I though I could stand for pressure but now I know I can't.
Feel so emo.
Totally doesn't know what I'm doing this sem and I don't know what I'm doing right now.





















The feel might be good If I could sit under a tree and just do nothing.

Monday, June 07, 2010

Waiter

I dont know why...
I like to be a waiter...
Recently accept quite a few jobs as waiter...
Of course, with high salary... haha...
But i enjoy the job...
I might end up with F&B department maybe...
However, I'm considering in sales as well...
Because of last internship experience in Pan Pac...
But I know not all the hotel doing the same thing although same department...
I fall in love in event, but this sem event make me headache...
Of course, all is because of human problem...
Anyway, I'm not going to talk about the event here...
Just wish after advanced diploma i can get a high salary job to save money go UK...
That is my current aim now...
I just hope my wish was not too hard to come true...
My dream department for my future career...
F&B, Banquet, Sales & Marketing, Event, Communications & Catering Sales

Wednesday, June 02, 2010

Headache

The most headache issue during this event is human relation management...
This is a problem where everyone would come across...
However, I dont know what can i do to fix it...
Im tired of others things and now give me 1 more new problem to solve...
If there is a person willing to hold back, it will be peace...
Human is like that, they dont want to be the people who lose something but they dint think that they lose something and gain a lot...
Why so care about the little and forget about the big benefit?
Sorry, I gonna be strict right now and is a cause from all of your action...
Please dont made me do something even cruel that you would ever think...
Because you wont know what i will going to do, i can do something out of your expectation and you couldnt afford the effect of my action...
Please dont make me do this...

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

I need brain juices and good night sleep

Start my new sem...
New lecturer, although ms tiong is not new...
haha...
new assignment...
and new event...
im so excited to come across this event b4 i start this sem...
however, now im so tired of it...
my brain constraint, i cant sleep well every night...
i will be slim after this event for sure...
i got no fix meal time, 2 meals per day...
im start losing confident on myself...
Do i really can manage all this..
can i come out a fantastic event?
im suspecting on my ability...
looking forward how worst it will be...
i dont want it to be worst...
im killing my brain juices currently without any reasons...
thinking of something useless...
i should use my brain juices in a correct manner..
i hope i can really come out a great event...
i hope everyone satisfy on me...
i hope i wont disappoint anyone...
i hope i can...
i hope....

Sunday, May 16, 2010

从返校园

明天就要回去学校了...
最想念的还是我那些天真无邪(恶心),可爱活泼(作呕),聪明伶俐的同学们。。。
怀念大家的精湛演技(当每次有role play时)。。。
最令我开心的是,第一天上的课是我们最敬爱的PR老师。。。
哈哈哈。。。
想念她那开得起玩笑的说话方式。。。
希望可以快点有assignment,那我就有事情做了。。。
期待看见大家。。。

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

原来,三个月,就这样过了...

Pan Pacific 的生活,终于来到尾声了。。。
没想到短短的三个月,发生了那么多事。。。
有开心的,伤心的,欢笑,眼泪。。。
但是现在回想起来,所有的回忆都是甜蜜的。。。
无论工作多么的辛苦,只要回到宿舍,看到大家,还是高兴的。。。
所有的开心照片可以到面子书看看...

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Res dept in pan pac

Finally, i end my internship in reservation department...
I though i will be very happy since reservation is a boring department...
But the people there make me not wish to leave the department...
I'm just like them so much...
They teach me a lot of stuff...
They let me found something that is challenging in the department...
They let me understand reservation department work can be very hard too...
After all, I like room controller task so much...
It is so challenging when high occupancy...
I like kak linda so much...
She is a 'sweet' girl... kaka...
she teach me a lot...
Other than that, I like reply email in reservation...
I feel so challenging because I will get some different enquiry everyday...
I'm just like it so much...
I receive a lot of complimentary from them, especially my manager...
She like me cause I'm fast learner, smart, and I'm efficient...
I hope she will give me a good evaluation.. kaka...

I will going to Sales and Marketing tomorrow...
I hope I can touch more in event than sales...
I like event so much...
Other than that, I wish I can learn PR too...
I looking forward to get what I expected at there...

I had done my internship half way...
I will appreciate everyday that I'm here...

Thursday, February 25, 2010

Internship life

Im so happy that today Director of Rev & Res ask my manager to let me answer call...
I think many people will think im crazy but if u come work with me than u will know how i feel...
everyday routine boring task, key in resv make me feel sleepy...
Im more comfortable in reply guests email, answer call...
I felt it is more challenging, I like challenges...
However, I still have 2 weeks in res dept...
I will appreciate the times in res...

I will going to Room Controller next week...
Im so so hope that i will have a good experience in Room Controller...
In my mind, rc job is challenging...
so i would like to have a try...
Next week i will in for job on 12-8...
Im just so enthusiasm to work in hotel line...
but i dono why...

I will appreciate my time in Pan Pac...
A lot of them complain their life in Pan pac...
However, life in pan pac actually not so bad...
i still will miss the life in pan pac...
I know i will...
Becoz of the staff there are nice, they willing to teach me...
I like my current supervisor yati so much...
she keep find something new for me to teach me...
she spice up my working experience in res...
I like the frens who coming pan pac with me here...
My life after work is so enjoy...
and i never think of that i will able to cope with them so fast...
I can laugh with them, joke with them...
I like my life so much...
However, i still hope my internship can end faster coz im looking forward to my future... keke...

Friday, February 12, 2010

第二星期

终于又结束了另一个星期...
原来时间还真的可以过得很快...
这整个星期里,通常都是做Travel Agent和Third Party Booking...
学过的东西,都上手了...
希望可以在学新的东西毕竟我剩下一个月在reservation罢了...

Pan Pacific Hotel building



The way to bus station to go back hostel...

这个星期里。。。
最经典,最值得一提的就是壁虎夏枯草。。。
有一天我们决定在hostel楼下的面档吃晚餐。。。
其实食物不错。。。
但是这次我们吃的时候。。。
Grace在她的那被夏枯草里找到一只断半的壁虎。。。

Grace直接回家呕。。。
我自己也觉得恶心。。。
我想我们不会再回去这面档吃了。。。
已经有了阴影。。。

昨晚也突然心血来朝。。。
想叫pizza hut delivery。。。
很久没吃了,而且在那里也不知道要吃什么。。。

基本上,在这里的生活真的不错。。。
大家每晚都玩的很疯。。。
希望这3个月可以快快过。。。

Sunday, February 07, 2010

1st week in Pan Pacific

第一天
静风父母载我一起去,因为去到的时候还早,所以就随便走走。。。
从没到机场的我,是应该看看的。。。

Arrival Hall...


航班时间表。。。

去到酒店的时候,对大家都很陌生...
Juniors,不认识。。。
一整天坐在training room里,听HR讲废话。。。
第一天最重要的时候来了,搬东西。。。
把所有的东西搬去宿舍。。。


壮观的场合,二十多个人的行李。。。
恐怖。。。

因为那死HR没策划好,搞到我们要弄这些东西到11-12点才能睡。。。
真是多得他。。。
到要睡觉了,发现,房间真的很热,好像在烤箱里。。。
一整晚没睡好,睡起来都是汗流浃背。。。

第二天
去工作咯。。。
第一次在那里走动,所以7点就出来搭巴士。。。
为了不要迟到和乱摸索。。。
开始工作了。。。
我还真的不喜欢静静坐着在我自己的位置上。。。
lunch过后就像钓鱼。。。(好像每天都钓)

第三天
一样很热。。。
在办公室对我来说真的很难找到乐趣...
我也不知道为什么...
觉得办公室工作不适合我...
我还是比较喜欢走来走去,至少不会钓鱼...
在reservation & revenue department,我学了如何使用PMS做booking。。。
其实这个department是under FO,算是operation。。。
不过我暂时还喜欢。。。

第四天
每天做一样的事情。。。
有时还觉得闷了。。。
不过和junior玩的很开心。。。
刚开始害怕容不进他们呢。。。
这几天和他们玩的很颠。。。

第五天
久违的pasar malam,在宿舍楼下每个星期五都有pasar malam。。。
我在这想最大消遣就是这pasar malam吧。。。
买很多食物,好像吃buffet。。。
一个人才RM8.20,但是食物就剩一人份。。。
真够力。。。

第六天
终于可以回家咯。。。
今天比较轻松因为office没人。。。
大家都很casual。。。
还蛮喜欢这样的。。。

其实在这的生活不会太差。。。
以后training完了,我还是会想念的。。。

Sunday, January 31, 2010

前一晚的心情

明天就是我去training的日子了。。。
想想,interview才过不久(十一月)。。。
好像所有事情都发生的很快,一眨眼就考完试,一眨眼就training了。。。
刚刚在车上,看着圆圆的月亮,记起妈妈说前两天是十五。。。
一路上,看着月亮,脑里想着的都是宿舍的情景,那儿的同事,有的没的。。。
已经开始期待明天所看到的会是什么了。。。
希望和想象的不会差太远,不过,想的终是美的,现实却是残酷的。。。
一个星期没得用电脑的我,应该会闷死,从妹妹那拿了几本书。。。
我想我只是拿爽,应该不会看完。。。
静风借了我一本是,如果我看得完,就请她喝咖啡。。。
哈哈哈。。。
因为我知道我一定半途而废,看到一半就不看了。。。
同学们,朋友们,三个月没看到我可不要太想我哦。。。
因为我一定会风流快活的。。。
哈哈哈哈哈。。。
最后,祝福我自己,希望是一个很棒的实习经历~~

Monday, January 25, 2010

Everyone Please Read This. I'm raising money for a leukemia friend of mine.

Hi Friends & Family,
I’m here to let you all know that I am raising money for a very important cause to finding better treatments and cures to helping Lee Shi Yean (IC/NO: 901026-10-5504),a girl who was only 20 years old.
Start from 03.01.2010 she was feeling not well and into the hospital Sri Kota, Klang. The virus made her become very weak. Unfortunately, she need emergency transfers to Subang Jaya Medical Centre. Doctor was confirmed that she had suggestive of acute leukemia on 11st January 2010.Only the treatments and cures that she need at least five hundred thousand ringgit(RM500k) but other than that is still not included.
At present the patient has already claimed the insurance (RM75k).She has injected the first needle, then there are 3 to 4-pin given to the first chemotherapy (RM60k+). In addition, she also needed chemotherapy four times. However, her family could not afford such a huge amount. This is what I have fund-raising purposes.

The patient currently has enough blood (of the O type); If you can, please kindly go to the SJMC (Subang Jaya Medical Centre) exchange your blood for the blood that needs by patients. 【Please indicate to nurses to LEE SHI YEAN】

She is now very much need your help and support. We have opened a Shi-Yean and Madam Tiew Kui Poh ( mother) in a joint bank account.
Donors, the amount can be directly transferred into the bank account. (Public Bank 4841716818)

If you have any questions please contact Mr. Low Chee Leong (016-6647507) or Madam Tiew Kui Poh (016-3233453).

I thank you for your support in advance, in which patients have a different fate of the Shi-Yean and can be hard to fight with leukemia.
I really appreciate your generosity!
Please accept my sincere thanks.


In addition, please forward this message to as many as you can to the reader, so that you can encourage them to donate toward this message.

(Please do not abuse the uses of this information, all donations are requested to contribute their own Import * This item does not have any contributions to fund-raising volunteers *)
(Donor will be saw LEE SHI YEAN & TIEW KUI POH joint accounts when donor himself/ herself contributions)

您好,我想在这让大家知道,我提出一个很重要的筹款原因是想找到更好的治疗方法,帮助李诗嫣(身份证号码:901026-10-5504),一个女孩只有20岁。
至2010年1月3日开始,她开始感到身体不适,并且进入位于吧生的斯里哥打医院。体内的病毒使她变得非常虚弱。医院建议她紧急转移到梳邦再也医疗中心。很遗憾的,在2010年1月11日,医生证实她已得了暗示急性白血病。她所需要治疗好血癌的方法至少要50万令吉费用。目前病人已经向保险认领了该有的庞大保险金(RM75,000),她已注射了第一支针,接下来还有3至4针给予第一次的化疗(RM60,000+)。除此之外,她还需要进行四次的化疗。然而,她的家庭负担不起如此庞大的巨额。这就是我所筹款的目的。病人目前拥有足够的血液(属于O型);如果可以,请有心人到SJMC(Subang Jaya Medical Centre)用您的血换取供应病人所需的血。【请向护士注明给LEE SHI YEAN】她现在非常需要您的帮助和支持。我们已经开放了一个李诗嫣和张贵保女士(母亲)的联名银行户口。
捐助者可以直接转让金额到银行户口。(大众银行4841716818)如果有任何疑问请联络刘致良先生(016-664 7507)或张贵保女士(016-323 3453)。我预先感谢您的支持,使病人李诗嫣有不同的命运,并且可以努力地与血癌搏斗。我真的很感激您的慷慨!
请接受我诚挚的谢意。此外,请将此讯息转发给尽可能多的人看到,让这封讯息可以鼓励他们捐赠。万分的感激! (请不要滥于使用这篇讯息,所有捐款者请自行汇入捐款*此捐款项目并没有任何义工出外募捐*)(捐款人将会在捐款的时候看到LEE SHI YEAN & TIEW KUI POH 联名户口)

Sunday, January 24, 2010

最后一张

终于,漫长的考试终于来到最后了。。。
明天就是我最后一张考卷了。。。
不过我这个学期得成绩,可能会见不得人。。。
自己知道付出多少,得到的就有多少。。。
我知道我这个学期很懒惰,就算这次的考试,我也没付出太多。。。
不过我想,我应该不会有不及格的吧。。。

虽然考试要完了,但是一直在想很多事。。。
实习完以后要找什么part time工作来做,要住那里。。。
连advanced毕业后要做什么也在想了。。。
因为我知道时间很快过,我不想浪费时间。。。

很久没回家了,想念妈妈。。。
想念家里的床。。。

Sunday, January 03, 2010

2010 wishing list

New year has arrived!!
A lot of wishes that can't be fulfill last year should bring forward this year...
Well my wishes are almost the same every year...

I want
...Achieve a 4.0 GPA... (At least let me try once la...)
...Save RM30,000 to go UK for my degree top-up program
...To have a nice timetable for my Year 2 semester so i can work part time
...Everyone around me stay healthy
...No regret for this year

Ya, no regret, I hope I can...

HAPPY 2010

Saturday, January 02, 2010

音乐故事2 - 失落沙洲

小怡, 我们已有一年多没有好好的聚一聚了...
虽然有时会在学校偶然遇见,但是我很想念,我们一起到公园散步的日子...
就算我偶尔会找别人陪我去公园,但是感觉就是不一样...
我们的相识,是那么的偶然遇见...
我们的相知,是那么的进度神速...
我也忘了几时开始,我习惯了和你一起去公园散步,谈天,诉苦...
暧昧的关系,却一点也不暧昧...

今天我又来了...
我又来到这有哭有笑,曾在这里洒过不少泪的公园...
你曾在这里,和我一起拥抱了那么多的起起落落...
我不是一定要你回来,却每当我一个人想到公园逛逛时...
我会想起你,却发现,你已经不在这了...
留下我一人迂回的徘徊...
虽然身边有别人在,却是有不同的感觉...
每当我翻开我们在公园的回忆,我都忍不住想见到你...
那段时间,太多事情发生了...
太多不愉快的回忆,让我忍不住流下一滴眼泪...
每次当我想哭的时候你都在...
你不在了,我也没办法哭...
想念我那疲惫的身影,走在你身旁...
当我的眼泪往下流,你会温柔的安慰我...
无论我多坚强,我还是希望有人可以安慰我...
虽然流泪的我,使你不想看见的我,但是我就是喜欢让你看见...
除了你的温柔依赖,再也没有其他人给我这种感觉了...

突然想念了...
公园里的星空,把我忧伤带走的风...
你的肩膀,你的声音...
原来我还是很想你...