UK... LJMU... should I?

Attended the LJMU talk few days ago...

I'm still thinking whether should I go for it???

If I have the money, why not???

Unfortunately, I don't have...

That's what I'm wondering for...

Should I take loan???

I not wish to take loan because I don't wish to pay all my debts badly after graduate...

Should I borrow money from my relatives???

I'm worry that they do not have such big amount of money...

Now I'm working for two thousand per month...

How much salary increase I might get after I get my degree???

I don't think there is any...

By the way, I wish to go just to explore what is all about outside of the world...

I might never ever have the chance to go to UK just like this...

You know what? Asian are much more respect that those who graduate from oversea...

I think it was another reason which entice me to go for it...

Second thing that I'm thinking of is whether should I join management trainee of Ritz or not...

You know what? I what to get the promotion but however, I do not wish to tie with the contract for 18 months...

Because I can't guarantee I can stay in the same hotel for 18 months...

18 months might sound like not too long...

But you will never know what happen within the period...

I hope i can go according to my currently plan which is able to go to UK...

So I can have a break after working 8 months in Ritz...

I hope I really able to work there for at least... the 8 months...

I hope everybody still working there before I left...

The environment is sucks when they are not there...

I can't imagine how the situation will be when they left...

No more laugh... No more jokes... Stress...

I don't wish this is coming...