LoNeLy ChRiSTMaS

This time i wish to write my blog by using english...

Dont know why, feel wanna use english... haha

This christmas, im so lonely...

Even find a person for tea also a mission imposible...

My life this few days only computer, food and bed... haha..

Just like a pig but better then that (cause i have computer, haha)

I boring until i finish off my japanese text book excercises... haha...

Terrible, nothing to do everyday...

Suddenly i was thinking why single life will be "only single"...

Bored with this kind of lonely life...

Is because I did not have good relationship with friends or i actually not have a lot of friends?

I even boring till i put this on my MSN name:  "Vacancy，寻找可以陪我吃饭的朋友一名，一个就够了，谢谢。。。"

I wondering will this works? Will it have feedback? I will see...

I think it is my problem, i did not treat my friends well...

Do I?

I really dont know...

This days i was think a lot...

I wondering will I be gay 1 day if im waiting for a girl so long? haha..

This incident makes me think it is posible, and will be happen soon...

I dont know why i will think this way...

Maybe i just need some one who can love me, accompany me and i can share with her...

Even a girl direct tell me, "you are not my cup of tea"

Fine, there was so many girls in this world...

But following with 2nd, 3rd, even more girls tell me, "you are not my cup of tea"

This sentence seems like harmless, but dont know why...

For me is harmful...

These few days was in heartbreak mood...

I even did not have a chance to chase the girl, and get rejected immediately...

Mian... I think actually the bad record people is me...

I even dont know what I have done, and i get rejected by people...

You still know why, I know nothing...

Now continue my lonely life...

ps: listening 钟嘉欣-一人晚餐...

haha... suit my mood now... really have to have dinner alone...

and I have to know how to appreciate alone start from now...