Monday, December 13, 2010

GSA?

GSA?
I asking myself...
Is this position really suitable for me...
No longer, not anymore...
I did not regret on working here...
I'm regret on why I enter this department...
Sometimes feel like I'm in the wrong department...
I shouldn't choose here...
Now, I'm thinking of transfer...
Would it be too late?
I'm wondering would the other department will take me???
I'm not as famous as you...
In my department, the people who see my work, appreciate my work...
Only the 3 persons... and the only 3... and always the 3...
Out from this department, no one will know me...
But you are different...
People know your name...
People know you...
I'm just a small peanut in this hotel...
No one see me, no one know me...
Make yourself shine is not easy...
Not easy to shine in your own department...
But even harder to shine out of this department...
I just felt I wanna leave here at this moment...
Cause I'm just a zombie at this moment...
Working without spirit... Without smile...

Saturday, December 11, 2010

忙忙碌碌

忙碌的生活究竟是为了什么?
不喜欢这样的生活...
虽然,我有收入...
月入两千的学生生活...
你又能了解吗?
不喜欢这样没自己的生活...
挨多一个月吧...
难挨的日子中会过的...
每天和自己这样说...
但是到最后...
还不是这回事呢...
我会妒忌同学们可以出去玩乐....
我的娱乐时间都没了...
也希望可以睡到自然醒...
这个能力,我也没了...
很多想要的东西都没了...
只希望剩下的一个月...
可以轻轻松松的过...
不想再忙忙碌碌了...

现在在想...
我几时应该去macau工作呢???
想了想,觉得应该拿study leave。。。
然后从UK回来可以先做着。。。
再慢慢找工作。。。
还不知道应不应该这样。。。
毕竟辛苦了那么久,就当作UK回来的那段时间是假期吧。。。
但是假期对我来说又不是很重要。。。
真烦。。。
好了。。。
今天就到这里。。。
去做工咯。。。

Thursday, December 09, 2010

First Class

Give a first class to myself...
Get compliments as the best presentation of the day on both presentations...
My marketing plan...
At first i was thinking that my marketing plan was done badly...
Or i would say, not good enough...
I never ever expect that she will told me that this is good enough for 1 person effort...
I am so happy and she say she can't give any comment for me as it was done well...
AHHH~~~ Die happily...
OK...
Next presentation...
Our business plan...
Comment from the lecturer...
The group that is most serious for today...
Everything is done professionally...
Overall is GOOD~~~
Again...
My day was made up with all these compliments...
Thanks god that my work did not affect my performance in assignments...

There is still no "relax" this word in my dictionary...
Have to work night shift tonight...
I know it is damn tired...
However, i need to...
Earn for living is not as easy as i think at beginning...
My life now only left tired...
However, i still need to be happy for today as today is a long day which extend till 2moro 7am...

Thursday, November 25, 2010

倒数

每天都在倒数...
上课就倒数几点放学...
做工就倒数几点放工...
而最大的倒数,还是去英国的日子...
还有170天...
一天一天的,越来越靠近了...
这才是我倒数的真正目标。。。

这几天工作的我很累。。。
跟这些人工作,还真的迟早死掉。。。
如果要来做工,请你有责任感一点。。。
把剩下的工作丢下,下一个shift的就会帮你做吗?
幸好,只有4天,不然我应该死在counter了。。。
我也不想每天做工作到我的屎样都出来的,只是想要开开心心做工。。。
但是就是不行。。。
对不起,就是beh sai。。。
现在只想别再和他们做工了。。。
我会吐血死掉。。。

Saturday, November 13, 2010

I felt i have been recognize...

First time i felt my hard work is being recognize...
Two DM are praising me at the back...
Even though just a kind of "you did a good job" praising...
But yet... I still feel being recognize...

Tuesday, November 09, 2010

Piss OFF

I'm so piss off today...
Just because of I'm not bitchy enough...
You know what???
I can't imagine that the word was come out from her...
Even it is done under my password, so what?
I'm not the one who using the password at that moment...
I dont think even the person who using my password know how to undo it...
Damn funny right?
Is the system playing with me???
Who knows...

Today an even more bitchy thing happen...
First time experience 116% occupancy...
That is overbook too much...
And I think it is make us suffering...
The most bitchy thing is the guy from JWM bring a guest over because there was full as well...
Ass hole him...
Even came behind the counter and find the room...
I can not change the room for him and he is so damn angry...
Don't he think that I'm angry too???
I'm frustrated too!!!
I got no rooms for the guest anymore and yet...
I still need to find a room although no more rooms are available...
I can foresee tomorrow will be so chi gek even is on afternoon...

Sunday, November 07, 2010

Today

Finally... I know how to do check out for guest...
Yesterday was my first day doing check out...
It is not too hard...
However, when comes to money...
There is always trouble incurred...
I keep remind myself to be careful...
Well, it is still something happened...
I keep thinking...
Did I drop my money???
Did I count properly???
Did I???
I felt that was not my wrong because I'm not the one and only who using my password...
So...
Start from today...
I will not allow anyone to use my password...
I will change my password whenever I like...
If me myself is the one who did mistake, I will know that is me the one who careless...
I can't blame anyone...