Finally a long break... However, will it be safe???

The long break that I'm expecting was coming near...

However, I worry of the safety issue...

Will it be safe over there???

I'm just think that, if I'm gonna die, even I just walk on the street, I will die just a sudden...

I just not worry about die, but thinking of my family, friends and others who care me...

They might be sad...

I hope I still be able to come back Malaysia as I not going to die so soon...

The god did not torture me long enough...

Expecting this long break but it was not at the right time...

My work is smoother day to day...

I'm so useful...

However, I'm still doesn't know everything 100%...

Just the thing is I dare to check out guest right now...

Learn a bit about the posting and billing today...

I will be able to do better...

There are several things I'm still concerning...

Should I transfer to Butler? Should I go to UK? Should I go to Indonesia even it is dangerous?

Should I, Should I...

Mistake

I was wondering myself whether im scared of making a mistake or i scare to trouble people after i made a mistake...

This is my fourth week working in F/O yet, I still did not do any check out...

I know how to charge credit card, but I don't know how to check posting...

That's make me no confident to check out a guest...

I don't like the others which dare to do, dare to make mistake and at the end bringing a lot of inconvenience to the others...

Is me the one who have problem because I don't know? Not dare? Or don't want to do it?

I still got no answer for it...

I always want to get people to teach me...

Some how, the one who is able to teach me have no time to teach me...

Maybe I should just make the mistakes so I can learn from it...

I don't know how long I will be able to stay at there...

I know at least I have to last until end of May...

But now i tried F/O and I know that this route was not the one that I'm looking for...

Maybe F&B and HSK more suitable for me...

Although I might not so happy with my work but I'm happy with the working environment that I'm having now...

UK... LJMU... should I?

Attended the LJMU talk few days ago...

I'm still thinking whether should I go for it???

If I have the money, why not???

Unfortunately, I don't have...

That's what I'm wondering for...

Should I take loan???

I not wish to take loan because I don't wish to pay all my debts badly after graduate...

Should I borrow money from my relatives???

I'm worry that they do not have such big amount of money...

Now I'm working for two thousand per month...

How much salary increase I might get after I get my degree???

I don't think there is any...

By the way, I wish to go just to explore what is all about outside of the world...

I might never ever have the chance to go to UK just like this...

You know what? Asian are much more respect that those who graduate from oversea...

I think it was another reason which entice me to go for it...

Second thing that I'm thinking of is whether should I join management trainee of Ritz or not...

You know what? I what to get the promotion but however, I do not wish to tie with the contract for 18 months...

Because I can't guarantee I can stay in the same hotel for 18 months...

18 months might sound like not too long...

But you will never know what happen within the period...

I hope i can go according to my currently plan which is able to go to UK...

So I can have a break after working 8 months in Ritz...

I hope I really able to work there for at least... the 8 months...

I hope everybody still working there before I left...

The environment is sucks when they are not there...

I can't imagine how the situation will be when they left...

No more laugh... No more jokes... Stress...

I don't wish this is coming...

Finally I got an so call off day...

Today is my off day...

Which i should enjoy it...

However, I got full classes on thursday...

Luckily today manage to end the LJMU talk early...

I'm able to take a rest only start my homework...

The 5 case study...

Now i just wish to relax, take a good rest & do whatever I want...

However, annoying when he come and ask me about the things that i hate to explain...

Even though i know that the whole course know about it...

But i still wish not to ask me directly, just pretend dont know...

Because i dont want to explain...

This is what i dont want to listen anymore...

So dont mention it again...

I hope this story is officially end...

It is so comfortable to lay on my bed and typing a blog post like this...

Hope the time stop on today...

Let me have a longer off day...