Culture

Many people may not see culture as a big thing...
However, culture was just a so big influence in our life...
When you are forced to work with people with different culture, you will know that is so difficult...
I really can't work with them, I swear I tried...
And now, I'm tired to tried...
We are just so different...
We have different way of talking and thinking and even, style of working...
I'm not satisfy you and you are not able to work with me...

I admit i have problem as well...
I did not pay 100% effort in it...
Because I'm fed up...

I'm straight in everything, especially when talking...
I don't like to turn around only reach the main point...
I hope this is my only problem...
Felt myself just so bad...

I'm not a good leader...

Today, I'm thinking did I really do the right thing?
I felt that I did not solve the problem properly, or I should say I do not know how to solve.
I felt people viewing me in a different way already.
Now I can't even believe myself compare to others.
What I'm doing now?
This question was come towards me today every second.
I did not lost faith on you but on myself only.
Maybe I'm just not suitable.
Thinking of exchange position.
I was like running away from the problem but I need a break and clear mind to decide.
I just hate myself why I want to take this position.
Thinking of disappear for a few days.
Just want back my normal life.
I though I could stand for pressure but now I know I can't.
Feel so emo.
Totally doesn't know what I'm doing this sem and I don't know what I'm doing right now.

The feel might be good If I could sit under a tree and just do nothing.

Waiter

I dont know why...
I like to be a waiter...
Recently accept quite a few jobs as waiter...
Of course, with high salary... haha...
But i enjoy the job...
I might end up with F&B department maybe...
However, I'm considering in sales as well...
Because of last internship experience in Pan Pac...
But I know not all the hotel doing the same thing although same department...
I fall in love in event, but this sem event make me headache...
Of course, all is because of human problem...
Anyway, I'm not going to talk about the event here...
Just wish after advanced diploma i can get a high salary job to save money go UK...
That is my current aim now...
I just hope my wish was not too hard to come true...
My dream department for my future career...
F&B, Banquet, Sales & Marketing, Event, Communications & Catering Sales

Headache

The most headache issue during this event is human relation management...
This is a problem where everyone would come across...
However, I dont know what can i do to fix it...
Im tired of others things and now give me 1 more new problem to solve...
If there is a person willing to hold back, it will be peace...
Human is like that, they dont want to be the people who lose something but they dint think that they lose something and gain a lot...
Why so care about the little and forget about the big benefit?
Sorry, I gonna be strict right now and is a cause from all of your action...
Please dont made me do something even cruel that you would ever think...
Because you wont know what i will going to do, i can do something out of your expectation and you couldnt afford the effect of my action...
Please dont make me do this...