外面的世界

如果你说你不满意自己所拥有的世界。。。
那就去外面闯闯吧。。。
外面的世界的却很精彩。。。
同时也是很无奈的。。。
当你在外面的世界受伤。。。
总会有个地方让你回去疗伤。。。
那就是“家”。。。
“家”，那扇门，永远为你打开。。。
可以在家无所事事，不会有任何烦恼。。。
但是往往有些人却忘了家这个地方。。。
在外面的世界太久了，被污染了，被影响了。。。
想着每天如何尔虞我诈，为求在外面的世界生存。。。
很多人已经忘了，刚来到这世界的时候，什么也没有的。。。
但是很多人却忽略了，其实人来的这个世界上，第一样拥有的东西就是亲人和家。。。

Amuse, Amaze, Ablast

Finally, the tiring event was come to the end...
Thanks to all the person who support our event...
we zest your charity spirit...
Thanks to all the junior to help out in our event...
You are the best, I'm proud of you all...
Words for DHT2 and AHT1...
Organize a blasting event next year ya...
Hate the God because you rain on the second day event...:(
Spoil the event...
Thanks to the three handsome artist that i invite over...
Im so happy that the artists are pulling the crowd over...
Glad that the event was not cold when having them...
I have so much experience of escorting artist and i cant believe that artist can be so friendly to you...
I kill a lot of my cells too when there are so many obstacles occur during event...
I think im older now in physically bcoz i kill my cells too much...
I got panda eyes after the event...
I hope this is my last event in my life...
Erm... ok... maybe not as a president anymore...
You might think president is so easy to be...
However, it is not so easy as you think bcoz when your committees did something wrong you have to bear the mistakes...
Im stress enough...
I want a holiday...
I want to escape the town for fresh air...
I want to go back hometown to see my mom...
I want to go shopping...

我只是바보

其实我只是个傻瓜，什么都不会的傻瓜。。。
因为我对所有的事情都很累。。。
尤其是人际关系。。。
为什么人与人之间就是要怎么复杂？
不可以简单化吗？
为什么要爱又要恨？
难道不能只有一个选择吗？
我是人际关系白痴。。。
因为我怎么学都不会。。。

P.S:我只想把event搞好，成功我就开心了。

How to rebuild your reputation and image?

We learn a lot of theories to rebuild or gain a corporate or brand image...
But did the theories able to apply to a human who have bad reputation and spoiled image?
Did the theories able to apply to the situation?
You will find out that the theories are bullshit when you apply into it...
It is because you will find out that it is so difficult if your image has been damage...
My image spoiled, i though it is spoiled because they are not agree to my way of doing things...
Now i realize that I'm wrong...or maybe it's not 100% correct...
My image spoiled because of someone talking about me with adding salt and vinegar...
Is it people like to exaggerate something?
It was a misunderstanding...
I don't know why they want to make it as a big deal...
I don't mind to be boycotted as long as the reason is reasonable...
If you told me you don't like me because the way i talk, the way i work, I can accept...
But this is ridiculous...
I hope people please be fair to me...
Please judge me by your own opinion not words from other people mouth...

Memories & REJECTED

This Wednesday was my wonderful ever day...

Saw my Ah ma (Chitra) and my Jie Jie (Sharon), get a warm hug from them...

Saw everybody that I missed badly during my internship...

I started to miss my internship, I have a wonderful time over there...

I just can't deny that I miss them badly...

I hope I can just stop my time in Pan Pacific at least it won't be as suffer as now...

I wonder will I won't get nightmare if I ask everybody don't choose me as president???

The wonderful Palmz cosy atmosphere allow me to relax, I like the bar stool so much...

Can I just get 1 if i got a house in future??? I just can't resist when I saw a bar stool...

I have a nice iced Mocha although I order latte... ><

However, The Cod Fish was superb...

They say I'm kembang sikit... OK, not sikit but banyak....

hahahahahaha....

I really miss the casual Pan Pac office...

The laughter I left there...

The praises which I did not heard it long time ago...

They see what I did, they praise what I does...

When having my relaxing mind in Palmz, I get reject sponsors from ayambrand and Pokka...

What else is worst than like this??? However, I dont have feeling and continue to enjoy my Iced Mocha...

Do you think the word reject end just like this since i get uncountable reject from other sponsor in this week...

Follow up my last 2 hope of booth rental today...

Guess what answer I get???

Same word, REJECT...

I think I will hate REJECT shop too because it is just too over and I have a little bit too much on it...

I don't need bad news to make my night sweeter...

Please just keep your mouth shut if you have bad news this week...

I don't want to hear it anymore...

I hope no more, I get enough...

No feeling

First time got no feeling when get bomb by the black lady...

First time got no feeling when i did badly in my CC & TC mid term...

Got totally no feeling when saw the low marks...

First time gonna make good for my mid term...

All sad things come together, however, I got no feeling...

Lost our event main sponsors for TWO times...

Get a lot of reject today when call for follow up sponsors...

Not much sponsors get for our event...

My confident for this even is flow out like waterfall...

The worst feeling I ever had which is I got no feeling...

Please let me cry, but no tears...

Please let me laugh, but without any sound or even without my mouth opened...

Is this the feeling which even worst than die???

I wondering...

I hope I can just sleep and awake when I finish my advanced diploma...

Sorry but seriously...

Don't have good feeling at all towards our event...

I'm so childish and innocent to think that I can handle these 44 person...

I'm over confident on myself at the beginning and now I'm getting hurt...

This work is so called 吃力不讨好...

Pay so much effort to exchange with criticism from the black lady and the members...

Nobody understand my situation...

Keep feeling bad and bad in my studies...

I got fail for all my mid term although I have only 3 subjects...

I'm so disappointed to myself...

I feel sorry to my mom if I fail any subject in final...

I hope I won't...

At least no repeat...

However, I wish I don't have resit too...

Please let me just go through smoothly...

I don't aim high now...

I just want a pass...

Yes! I hope they won't fight back...

When I bite their head...

And I hope I could doing this right now...

P.S. : I gotta feeling, that tonight won't be a good night...

Unmotivated

Yesterday night Audrey just suddenly drop by my MSN to say Hi...
but we chat more than just a hi, Im asking about her job and she telling about how the Westin bitch does...
Ok, the bitch is not important, the important thing is I realize people thinking was always the one who affect people in every aspect, physically, psychologically.

You might felt motivated and want to prove you are the best after some bitches do something to make you down...
But not always worked that way...
You might felt tired of fighting, unmotivated and defeat by those bitches...

I promise that I'm trying hard to protect all my members...
However, now I'm out of energy to protect them...
Instead of fight back, I let the black lady to boom me without fighting back...
I'm tired...
Because I'm unmotivated now...
I still thinking to motivate the members with the failed brilliant idea...
However, I fail to implement it...
Now I'm feel I'm unmotivated while i still try hard to motivate others...
Sorry to say that I give up in everything about this psychologically...
Because I really don't care about it anymore...
However, I felt this is not me...

I really shouldn't wear this big hat since I really don't have a big head...
Now this hat cover my face, I can't see anything in front, cause me fall into accident...
Which hurt me so much...
I'm in an accident...

我的心真的受伤了。。。